Heart Openning

It happened twice this month. First time I dreamt I swallowed toothpicks. The whole following day I had a feeling of dozens of toothpicks prickling inside my lungs. Painful, heavy feeling that lasted in my memory for quite a while. I wanted to forget.

Few days ago, again - just this time it happened with pleasant memory. I was having massage aware of the flow of energy. Like two-way stream it was simmering my qi gently, with light. I shared the experience with Liu Shifu and he only added few insights on what he does to make this happen and then the light burst out of my chest and shone in the room. I was ecstatic. I still am. The truth is, at that moment I thought I had the energy of the whole Universe, I felt soothing power of surrendering. Once I got out of the personalization of the experience I started observing around me and how my energy mixed with the energy of surrounding people, objects.

There was one noticable difference - I could see the end of my energy, of items in the room, even the awareness of the building and city. And while I was expanding my horizon a thought has appeared - I couldn't see the end of Liu Shifu's qichang (energy field). It was one with all.